Talimhaga ni rhod v. nuncio:

 

Namamanglaw ang liwanag sa dapit-hapon ng iyong pagtatangka

Sa pasikot-sikot na daang-bituka ng iyong pagkamangha

At di sinasadyang binuhay si Ka Tacio sa balon ng sugat ng bayan

Ang iyong pagdadamdam, na ika’y isinilang sa puntod mong inilaan

 

Sa dami ng usang kumakaripas sa singhal ng kuting

Sa lawak ng dagat na malunod ang isang tutubi

Bakit hindi nakita ng nag-uulyanin kong paningin

Na sa laksa-laksang kaluluwa, hubad ang iyong pinapansin

 

Sadyang sa musa ng taong grasa, humahalimuyak ang basura

Tila sa kaliwa’t kanang pagkaduling, tiklop ang mga diwata

Mukhang sadsad na ang iyong baba sa laylayan ng iyong paa

Kalalakad nang kalalakad bitbit ang bakyang dinaplisan ng tinta

 

Sa mundong itong kulang, nagnanaknak ang pukyutan

Sa gitna nitong daan, dumadaloy ang luhang pinagpawisan

Bahag ang buntot mong sumasayaw sa saliw ng tugtuging baliw

Maya-maya’y huhuni ang ibon, lasing kang iiyak at bibitiw

 

Sa koro ng aking talambuhay, bubulwak ang tinta sa sugat

Sisisid ang kislap ng isip sa matatayog na haligi ng balintataw

Pigil-hininga kong lalanguyin ang maalikabok na batis ng buhay

Hanggang mapagod ka, hanggang lubayan mo ako, aking pananaw.

 

 

rhod v. nuncio writes:

 

Writing has never been that easy. The craft of writing unimaginably started in the days when humanity needs to transform his world. Such is the escape of the mind against the landscape of forbearance. Withheld in his deepest unconscious, writing is that something that lies underneath the mind – the act of reinventing the image, substituting it with words taken from the precognitive chest of language. The inner delay in mind mapping and mind graphing is easily discerned as we relegate orality and memory to explicit birth of uttered voices between spaces of our sounds and words in print. The shift from assigning sounds from memory to a textual code, I suppose, takes thousand of years to happen. And when everything is assigned and arranged or codified as it is called right now – the product of an evolutionary morphing from nonlinear sounds to linear words – the cognitive switch now can happen in milliseconds.  These sounds may be repressed, sublimated down in the mental graph as an incomplete reservoir of meanings. Writing then becomes the unconscious act of the conscious mind to retell memories subdued as speech-in-the-mind-out-of-the-world. It may seem that writing is always a constructivist paradise but it is clearer than I thought that what writing offers is not the intention of the writer (as the possessor/originator of thought/idea/cognition) but the language the mind does not posses. This cognitive language is diametrically and dialectically opposed with reality. Intuition, dreams, and fantasies are inner impulses trapped in the horizon of our consciousness as they present themselves convoluted in constant struggle with the reality of the un-mind. Intuition and logic are separated in suspended animation and should not be taken as binary opposition, or images reflecting each other in the mirror. Dreams and waking state are discontinuities of a language harnessing its ambivalence in shaping, organizing and presenting a vision for consciousness. These two – dreaming and waking – are a priori epiphenomenon of our consciousness. Fantasies and realities are bipolar chunks of interpreting the present. It falsely assume a projection, a wishful thinking, a desire, a utopian sense of boxing life and death given the limitations of space-time continuum. The meeting point of fantasy and reality is the limitation imposed upon us by our imagination. And since writing is about transforming the wor(l)d, much have been changed in the name of the eidos. We survive because of our literacy but our civilization will thrive in sounds, images, and visions beyond the magic of the word. Writing is never immortal, so are we.  But what is certain is this: I think, therefore, I end!

ni rhod v. nuncio

 

Sa kawalan nagmumula ang unang usisa

Noong wisik nang wisik ng dagta ang isip

Katumbas ay bolang apoy, bulkang sumisirit

Ng anino, alaala, simula – langitngit ng boses

 

Nagtutunggalian ang boses at isip

Kung bakit hinahatak ng labas ang dila’t bibig

Wari mo’y pipi ang madla, loro ka ng iyong sarili

bawat sambit, nakaabang ang kuwago’t buwitre

 

Sa isip sumisisid ang pagkameron ng kawalan

Bantay-sarado ng konsiensiya ng ilang-ilang

Pahinto-hinto sa kanto ng harayang binabaybay

Sa isang saglit itutulak ng bibig ang lahat palabas

 

Nang humupa ang lahat, natambad sa malay

ang paghuhusga sa sandamukal na satsat ng siyudad,

kalam ng tiyan ng daigdig, bulong ng kuliglig sa tubig,

kasinungalingan pala ang iyong pagtanto’t tindig

 

by rhod v. nuncio

Rhetoric: Idealism vs. Realism

It is important to discuss the cultural implications of youth’s idealism. There is a compelling urge to delineate facts from fiction, practice from theory as regards understanding the idealism of the youth.

It can be said that youth’s idealism is the antithesis of cultural degradation and social pathologies. This can be said in a positive note; however, the point here is that idealism can also lead us to escapism or a quixotic quest in futility. Still to make it easier to understand, idealism is the contrast of realism.

Realism is the contemporaneity of conditions. It is the equivalence of truth as it happens “today”, “now”, “in the present”. Thus, locating this realism in our culture and society, we may have to qualify first our assessments and the tools we use to assess things. Here are some. First, the assessment is that social or cultural realism in one extreme can give us the ensuing problems that we face today. When we talk about real condition, it is equivalent in saying “what’s the problem?” It is as if real events do not involve a sense of harmony, peace, order and, yes, happiness. Realism shows us the landscape of the dark side of humanity. We are confronted by daily doses of workloads, unfinished business, and insurmountable problems. Such assessment can be seen in the literary works of F. Sionil Jose, the author of The Pretenders, that capture the existential burden of one person to live and suffer, to witness and die (or shall we say commit suicide) amidst the absurdity of “real life”. This is a sample of literary assessment along with other great works of Jose Rizal, Amado Hernandez, Edgardo Reyes, Lualhati Bautista, Fanny A. Garcia, and many others. They are social realist writers who use their imagination and creativity through their pen and paper as tools for unveiling the truth of the moment, the truth in all our social concerns. Their idealism can be found in their self-realization, in the way they transgress the boundaries of facts and fiction to capture a piece of the reality out there. Henceforth, the longing to change society is crystallized in a realist point of view layered in their idealistic quest through their imaginative writings.

Realism can also be found in the news—the gory police stories, corrupt politicians, wicked and greedy people in the cities and elsewhere. News means bad news. Other assessments may include social scientific research, cultural immersions or in-depth ethnographic work, policy research, and many others. The point here is that such assessments are academically or institutionally based. In the opposite direction, the rationale or the strongest motivation, I would say, of idealism is to change something. But what is change?

 

 

Arguments on Culture

Culture is neither good nor bad. Anthropologists would say that every culture is relative. But what does “every culture” mean? For Raymond Williams, culture is the most problematic term in contemporary cultural studies. It denotes a universal characteristic that we possess as a people: it shapes us and molds us. It influences us and decides for ourselves what is good or bad, what is with taste or without taste, high and low, real and inauthentic. Culture is the measure of all things human but it is not the criterion to decide whether a person or group of people is good or bad. It precedes us (a priori) and, at the same time, comes after us (a posteriori). Meaning to say, culture is the cause and effect of humanity.  Culture is something that we cannot shrug off and forget: it lives in us, in our skin, deep-bone, in our soul, our mind, our totality as a being. Culture is present all the time as we speak, think, live and die. To be specific, culture is “the totality of learned, socially transmitted customs, knowledge, material objects, and behavior. It includes the ideas, values, customs, and artifacts of groups of people” (Schaefer 2005: 50).  Nevertheless, this textbook definition of culture lacks something. Though very specific, the definition fails to explain why culture is pervasive and why we can’t escape it. Culture is prevalent because it is lived knowledge (not just knowledge)—something stored up, retrieved, opened, disseminated, and patronized. Culture is a lived understanding of ourselves and of others in time and space, something we absorb and adhere to. Imagine yourselves living inside a box all throughout your life. We can jump out from that box but a bigger and wider box awaits us – a labyrinth of boxes. No one lives out of culture. Aside from these characteristics, there is also politics, or power, to ensure all these. Cultures do also compete as perceived, imposed, and maintained by people of power and people in power. Filipino culture as they say is the amalgamation of different competing cultures—survival cultures drawn out from a long stretch of colonial history: Spanish, American, Japanese occupations, not to mention the cultural influences of Chinese and Arabs as a form of “quiet assimilation” from pre-Hispanic times up to the present.  Today, American cultural imperialism is evident, well, in our use of the English language, the educational system, mass media, form of government, bureaucracy, trade and commerce and many others. American cultural hegemony reigns in the center, mostly in the cities where modernity or modernization creeps in to replace the old ways, the old culture. The old dominant culture or the Spanish legacy can be found everywhere but it recedes in our memory, in the periphery. It has become secondary to American cultural hegemony. Yet because it lies in the periphery, rural or folk culture integrates Spanish influences more than the American’s. Now folk culture, the quintessential Filipino culture, can be surmised to be shattered due to foreign cultural influences. Cultures of the Mangyans of Mindoro, the T’bolis of Mindanao, Igorots of Cordillera and many others are starting to be assimilated with lowland cultures because of geographic and cultural dislocations. The strategy is very obvious, the powerful, the land gluttons, the hacienderos or landlord capitalists took away and took over the ancestral lands of these people. Without lands, these people find ways to live and work in the lowland barrios and cities.

          In the end, the culture from below is the culture from which its place, worth, and legacy are decided through and by power struggle. This is the culture of the minorities, the oppressed, the destitute, the forsaken, and the marginalized. Yes, they too have culture: tastes, ideas, artifacts and choices which others in high culture abandoned or abhorred because they consider it as low-brow, inauthentic, derogatory to their own tastes and choices. Social inequality breeds cultural differences and cultural indifference. This is the cultural politics of social class. Our social standing as our cultural position too is dictated by our cultural preferences: the Hollywood movies we watch, the sleek top-of-the-line cellphone we own, the pizzas and burgers we eat. All these things depend on how much we spend and consume. Culture then becomes popular culture. Popular culture does not prioritize culture as lived knowledge. It transforms culture as commodity as what the NeoMarxists say. Yet though it may be a form of knowledge, commodity unlike knowledge is dispensible. Knowledge is composed of ideas. It is immaterial, a mental construct which can be transmitted or passed on from generations to generations. A worn out, dysfunctional commodity is only good in the trash can. They say the battle rests on the struggle of the youth to maintain their idealism as visionaries and change agents face to face with realism. However, a majority of them would want to escape from reality consumed by popular culture, evading the issues of life and society.

Youth’s idealism started the student activism of the 70s. It is the same idealism which bolsters the political ambitions of young politicians. For others it is a coping mechanism, which maintains the stamina and the adrenalin to move on amidst the bitter and horrifying realities of the present. It is the beginning of big ideas, bold inventions, and soaring creativity in the future. Idealism is something we dream of having to dream big, bold, and happy. Yet, idealism can be the lazy dog’s daydream. It can be the pathway to one’s ivory tower, distancing oneself from the ins and outs of society, of reality. I believe that the youth’s idealism must empower the culture from below and ignite a cultural change. They should be liberated in order to free others. Others say that idealism gives us the power to dream. But more than that, idealism is dreaming about change.

Let me rephrase what the late Senator Raul Roco said: “When I was a boy I wanted to change everything – the world, my country, my community. But as I age, all throughout this longing to change others, I want to ask this, to remind me always of my success or failure: to what extent did I change myself?” Socrates once said: an unexamined life is not worth living. Idealism is about action and reflection not just day dreaming in the corner. It is about choices with convictions.

We must take the lead. Either we choose the red pill or the blue pill…or both…or none at all!

 

(The original text of this essay was delivered during a symposium organized by the UNESCO-San Beda College Youth Club last December 4, 2006.)

 

 rhod v. nuncio

           Nobody can tell the deepest fear one has nor bring out certainty from that because of the obscurity that fear instills in every heart.  This is, I presume, what I meant by the shadow. The shadow is the embodiment of our fears—the scariest counterpart of man’s sensibility—that transgresses the domain of reason, or more so of rationality.  And because reason cannot capture our fear we suddenly find refuge to entertain its bothersome ‘existence’ in other inexplicable discourse.  In fact, it is true that we need to have a conversation with someone or to something that might or indeed bring us into light.  But a conversation with a ‘shadow’ can be as futile as welcoming fear to reign over us.  But who could deny that?  It is perhaps in this way that we can defeat futility and fear altogether.

          What do I mean by a shadow? by having a shadow? by living with a shadow?  It could be well surmised that one characteristic of this phenomenon is its inevitability and its inseparability with us and even with inanimate objects.  Yet the shadow is more relevant with human beings, for it so mimics the intricate acts of man.  Just like our own fear, for it is also inseparable with human nature, with our ‘nature’.  Fear as shadow, resides in the subliminal consciousness of man.  It imitates our weaknesses, inferiorities and imperfections. That is why we would like to escape and run away from this ‘fear’.  One fear that I certainly want to hide from is the fear of/from failure.  I would say that because I am a dreamer and at the same time a vigilant visionary of life, it is reasonable at the outset to shun all possibilities of failure.  No matter what I pursue, in every direction I go I tend to ignore first failure because otherwise it will eat me from inside.  A vision of failure is a self-destruct mechanism from a dreamer like me.  But what surprises me most is that my failure makes me all the more a dreamer. How ironic!  Maybe this is how strange I handle my life and yet from this fear I still manage to see the beauty of it all.  Maybe my failures are illusions of my dream.  Or perhaps just like a ‘shadow’, it unceasingly binds in me.  However whatever it may, I must recognize that this fear of failure is all encompassing, prevalent and powerful.  I consider this as a fact of experience.  In a bleak perspective, one would even say that life indeed is a failure.  Then who could not ever fear that?

          Because of the ever powerful and all encompassing nature of fear in man, it proves then how it dictates and controls us.  This is what I might call a seizure of fear that defies yielding or surrender.  It insists a calling of sort, an invitation that welcomes every one of us to an open and wide arena of struggle.  If one claims that he has won the battle it is only a reaction out from fear—fear that has left anyone asunder to overcome fear because of fear.

          The problem now here is to apprehend fear as an entity.  It could have been a power personified deflected as the other-half of our personality.  Couldn’t it be? Like a master-slave relationship, it draws the line between man (fearing subject) and fear (an entity to be feared).  And therefore ask: who is the puppet and the puppeteer?  Fear could have been just a creation of man’s complexity.  There is nothing to be feared about…it is just an illusion or a delusion to think that way.  But who can judge that if fear is omnipresent like a Damocles’ sword.  This kind of fear is highly intrinsic in man.  In short, it is a conflict arising from within—maybe from an internal voice, from conscience – or if one believes – from the soul.  For instance, I felt fear because I have done something wrong which in a way kept me bothered for quite a time.  Feelings of guilt, restlessness, sleeplessness, and all other discomforts may turn into frustration, resentment, despair and depression.  In one way or the other, if we look deeper and try to find the main cause of this ‘conflict’, the answer would always be ‘fear.’  Fear from what?  There are many options…but my answer is this: it is fear from oneself.  It may sound (it is!) trivial and paradoxical but this entity called fear is, nothing more, nothing less, the self. 

          The tendency I think of man is to invent endlessly an imaginary entity to divide him and to reckon all guilt, frustration and whatnot to this ‘other’ (fear).  The more we push this to the limit, the more fear overcomes us and paradoxically, the least we obviously expect for we, just like hypocrites, project a person who is always in his right mind and senses, strong, fiery, unmoved and uncompromising.  I mean this ‘false projection’ is not far from being the most pathetic and most miserable state of man.  If fear were a human being or a quasi-being then he could be rejoicing every time we make a divided line.  This leads me now to the next and final level of fear: the objectification of fear.  Some people argue that they do not know themselves or say specifically, “I do not know what or who I am, and for what I am, unknowingly, capable of.” It is believed, in this context, that nobody can grasp a full understanding of oneself. There is a truth in this.  Our actions are sometimes unthinkable and even more, irrational for that matter.  We may never know why but I presume it is all because of fear.  Again, fear emanates internally from man but the problem here is this: if we are so governed by fear then we subsequently become a prey to paranoia.  Everything and everyone is a suspect including oneself.  In this dilemma, paranoia moves in two ways: (1) following the previous argument, it achieves the disunity of man and fear—man as subject to fear and fear as the pronounced winner in the conflict; (2) it proceeds into a closure of this dualism by becoming fear as man or more precisely as FEAR BECOMES MAN.  I guess you would know what this means in the long run? 

          But the critical question is this: Is paranoia also inescapable, inevitable…?

          I guess not…(I think so) Man is gifted with diverse ways to explain his predicaments and to position himself in looking beyond any moment of fear and of unsuspecting paranoia.  One thing for sure is that anyone, for any matter or for whatever reason, is still much bigger than his or her fear.  For I speak of experience and above all these so and so, I have just played a mockery of it using my pen and paper in this conversation with myself…

          Or have I not?

 

nina Rhod V. Nuncio at Elizabeth Morales-Nuncio

 

            Di nga ba’t walang bisa ang wika kung hindi nito binibigyang buhay ang diskurso’t kultura ng bansa? Sinasabing hindi pa sapat ang corpus ng wikang Filipino upang pasiglahin ang intelektuwalismo sa bansa. Maski nga mga intelektuwal, sila mismo ang nagsasabing walang ganap na kapangyarihan ang wikang Filipino para dalumatin ang kaganapan at kaisipang “makabago” at “napapanahon.”

Sabi nila, ang mga salitang “multikultural”, “polysemic”, “aporia”, “multivocal”, “pluralismo”, “postmoderno”, at multidiskurso” ay ilang salitang hindi kayang uliratin sa diwang Filipino at hindi kayang ilapat sa ortograpiya ng wikang Filipino. Lahat ng nabanggit ay nakaugat sa kalingang Kanluranin; kung kaya’t, nasa banyaga ang wika at nasa banyaga ang kaalamang nakatahi’t nakalublob sa mga salita.

            Sangandiwa ang diwa ng kaibahan at paghiwalay sa bitag ng Eurosentrisismo na sumasanga-sanga palayo nang palayo sa “imperyalismo” ng mga “ismo.” “Ang sangandiwa ang kaisahan ng pagkakaiba. Kabuuan ito ng maramihang pakikisangkot. Kinikilala nito ang kaisahan at kasarinlan bago magsanga-sanga. May talastasan na tayong Filipino dahil nagkamalay na tayo sa sitwasyon ng sarili at bansa” (Nuncio at Morales-Nuncio 2004).  

            Talastasan ang sangandiwa, sangandiwa ang talastasan. Kinikilala nina Zeus Salazar at Prospero Covar ang talastasang bayan at/o talastasan ng bayan at sinasabi ni Virgilio Enriquez na mapagpalaya ito bilang kamalayan, diwa at praktika ng mamamayan.

Sangandiwa ang geopisikal at geopolitikal na pagkahiwahiwalay ng mga pulong napapaligiran ng mga tubig sa arkipelago ng Pilipinas. Mayroon itong mga sariling kaalamang-bayan mula Batanes hanggang Tawi-Tawi at maski hanggang sa ibayong bansa—naglalakbay ito sa diasporang Filipino. Sumasanga-sanga ang kaakuhang Filipino sa iba’t ibang bansa bilang lakas-pagggawa, profesyonal, akademiko, at iba pa.

Mayaman at matatag ang etnolinggwistikong kultura’t mga wika na nakapayong sa pambansang hangarin ng pagkabansa. Sa gitna nito, lumalakas ang kontradiksyon at epekto ng “globalisasyon” na lamunin ang mga bansa sa iisang bisyong pangkalakalan at pampulitika at sa iisang diskursong global. Daynamiko itong humuhulma sa mga katawan at isipan sa gitna ng nakakaenganyong DVDs, Nike, Toyota, Lacoste, Gameboy, Nokia at marami pang ibang nakasisilaw at nakapaglalaway na retorika at kalakaran ng kosmopolitanismo.           

            Politikal na usapin itong bumabagtas sa isyu ng pagkapanalo, pagkatalo, dayaan at reklamo sa panahon ng eleksyon. Arena ito ng publikong pamomook na nakasalalay sa malayang pamamahayag at pagpapahayag ng mamamayan sa panahon ng pakikisangkot sa pambansang industriya ng politika. Ang pambansang industriya ng politika ay pinamamahalaan ng mass media at pribadong spindoctors upang linisin at pabanguhin ang impormasyon sa mata’t tenga ng publiko. Kalituhan, kawalang-kibo, kamangmangan, pasubali ang mga sukli nito.

            Kasaysayan ito ng kasalukuyan mula 1986 hanggang ngayon—kontemporaryong pagsilang ng diwa ng kasarinlan mula sa neokolonyalismo, diktadurya, imperyalismo, multinasyonalismo, at globalismo. Bagaman may kasarinlan, hindi ganap ang paghulagpos. Sa maka-kaliwa, at maka-kanang puwersa ng bayan at sa pagtatalabang gitna’t laylayan sa lipunan, nagsasalpukan ang mga grupo na pinapaandar ng istruktura ng puwersa kontra sa kaakuhan/ahensya ng pagkatao at pagkamamamayan. Sinilang at sinisilang ang sangandiwang katauhan sa krisis sa kasaysayan ng kasalukuyan mula 1986 hanggang sa susunod pang mga taon. “Sa  pagkakawatak-watak ng usapin at pagdagsa ng usap-usapan, tungkulin ng isang mamamayan na pag-aralan ang kasaysayan at linangin ang kanyang wika, pagkatao, kaisipan at kultura upang iharap ito sa madla sa pamamagitan ng pakikipagtalastasan tungo sa makabuluhan, aktibo at nagkakaisang pagbabago’t pag-unlad. At dahil nasa isang malayang bansa tayo, magsasanga-sanga ang mga dila’t diwa, paa’t bisig para tupdin ito. Sa bandang huli, kabuuan ito ng maramihang pakikisangkot. Sangandiwa ito ng kapilipinuhan” (2004).

            Sangandiwa ang “hypothetical moment” ni Habermas, “hyperreality” ni Baudrillard, “mirror of reality” ni Rorty, “postmodernism” ni Lyotard, “power” ni Foucault, “intertextuality” nina Kristeva at Barthes, “unconscious” ni Freud, “Ubermench” ni Nietszche… “poetikang bagay” nina Lumbera, “bagong formalismo” ni Almario, “pahiwatig” ni Maggay, “loob” nina Mercado, Alejo, Miranda at Emmanuel Lacaba; “pagmemeron” ni Ferriols; “babaylan” nina Datuin, “bagong kasaysayan” ni Salazar, “dalumat-pagkatao” ni Covar, “mapagpalayang sikolohiya” ni Enriquez, “bakla” ni Neil Garcia…Ngunit sa lahat ng ito, metapora lamang ang lahat. “Pagsibol ito ng binhi sa kaisapan tungkol sa sarili at sa bansa. Pagpapatatag ito ng haligi ng karunungang Filipino at pagsasanga ng matatayog na puno ng kalinangang Filipino. Pagdami ito ng mga hitik na prutas ng diskurso’t praktika, hanggang maging binhi ang mga buto, muli’t muli, para sa mas malalim at mas malawak na larangan sa loob at labas ng ating sarili’t bansa”(2004).

            Maramihang diwa, maraming bibig at dila, isang damukal na satsat, ‘sang katerbang problema, samutsaring opinyon, walang katapusang talastasan. Ang anyo’t nilalaman ng kaalamang Filipino’y nabubuo sa paglinang ng diskursong panloob at panlabas na may lalim at lawak. Samakatuwid, sangandiwa ang labas, loob, lalim at lawak ng lahat.  Sa ganitong bisyon, magsasanga-sanga ang diwa ng sarili at bansa. Saan kaya ito paroroon?

 

 

 

 

 

rhod v. nuncio

 

Nagpasya akong magising

Sa hilakbot ng dilim, habang

Nasa dulo pa ng aking tenga ang naimpit kong sigaw

Nang sa malikmata’y lumuluha ka ng dugo,

Nababalutan ng tinik ang dilang pinatigas,

Pinaikli, sinabuyan ng kusot at buhangin.

 

Namulatan kong humahangos ka

Walang saplot, tangan ang banig na

Winisikan ng tamod, pawis at sipon

Niyakap kita nang mahigpit,

Inugoy-ugoy sa aking balikat, tumatangis

Bumubulong, nagmamakaawa:

Sa pagpikit ng mata’y naduwal kang bigla.

 

Ngayon, ngayon na, naaalipungatan

Hubo’t hubad din ako, nagkikikisay ang kalamnan,

Bali-bali ang mga buto, basag ang bungo

Samantalang sa dulo ng kuweba,

Naririnig ko ang tinig ng saklolo,

Ngunit malayo na ako, malayong-malayo.

ni rhod v. nuncio

 

Sa mga administrador, mga guro, magtatapos, at mga estudyante, isang maganda at masayang hapon sa lahat!

 

Malaking hamon ang nakaharap sa ating lahat. Hindi ito basta-basta, hindi kaya ito ng mga laway na puhunan natin sa mga intelektwal na diskurso. Hindi ito kaya ng mga aklat na atin nang nabasa o mga sulating atin nang sinulat at ipinalimbag. Ang hamon ay gawing makatao, at higit sa lahat, makaFilipino ang posisyon ng intelektuwal, gawing pala-gawa imbis na pala-isip lamang tayo. Nakakalungkot na lagi na lamang ito ang paalala sa tuwing may pagtatapos. Hindi dahil sa makakalimutin tayo kundi dahil nalilinlang tayo ng panahon, ng kasalukuyang abalahin. Pangunahin sa hamong ito ang bisyon sa hinaharap at hindi sa kasalukuyan.

 

Paano magiging makatao ang intelektuwal? Dapat na isaalang-alang niya ang kanyang kapwa at huli ang sarili. Dapat na isulong niya ang kapatiran bilang bayanihan, sa pagsasabayan ng ating sarili sa ating kapwa. Lahat tayo’y may binhi ng bansa sa ating kalooban. Lahat tayo’y tao ng ating bansa, taong-bahay ng ating bayan. Naisip ko narin ang mangibang-bansa, (o layasan para sa iba) ang Pilipinas, dahil sa maraming nakakalungkot o nakakasuklam na dahilan. Bibitbitin ko sana ang buong pamilya at hahanap ng bagong kapalaran sa malayong lupain at hindi na magbabalik. Taong-bayan ako, taong-bansa ako. Parang bahay nga, kung aalis, kailangang bumalik. Kailangang alagaan, kailangang imintini at ikumpuni kung sira na. Ang bahay kung walang tao, hindi na bahay – ang bansa kung wala nang mamamayan ay hindi na bansa, hindi na bayan, hindi na estado. Kung kaya’t ang pagiging makatao ay makabayan din. Dalawang konsepto/valwasyon itong hindi dapat ipinaghihiwalay. Mayrong iba na mahal lamang ang bayan dahil nakikinabang sila – narito ang mga negosyo, malalawak na lupain, mga ari-arian,  at salapi. Subalit hindi nila mahal ang taumbayan. Hindi nila inaaruga ang mga taong nakatira rin sa bayang ito. Oo nga’t siguro’y makabayan sila pinapapatatag nila ang mga institusyon ng ating lipunan ang negosyo, pamahalaan, kalakalan, eskuwelahan at iba pa, subalit sa totoo lang makatao ba sila? Tayo? Makatao ba ako?

 

Sa dagsa-dagsang mga Filipinong lumuluwas, bumalik sana kayo at makataong kumpunihin ang sira-sirang bahay-bansa natin. Sa mga narito na, pagtibayin natin ang ating mga loob, marami pang krisis at pagsubok ang darating sa ating mga sarili at bansa. Sasalantain pa tayo ng mga krisis sa politika, at panlipunan. Ngunit anuman ang mangyari, kailangang maging makatao tayo sa gitna ng pagiging makabayan din natin.

 

Sa Sosyolohiyang Filipino, iisa lang naman ang institusyon natin ang “pamilya”. Sa Sikolohiyang Filipino, iisa lang naman ang konsepto ng kapwa, ang kapamilya o kamag-anak. Sa politikang Pinoy iisa lang naman ang mode of governance natin – political dynasty. Sa negosyong Pinoy – family conglomerates ito. Lahat umiikot sa pamilya. Kailangan nga sigurong pag-isipang muli at ikritika ang implikasyon ng ganitong pagpapahalaga o valorisasyon sa pamilya. Baka ito ang ugat ng ating problema o baka ito ang susi sa ating pag-asa. Ang buong bansa natin ay hindi binubuo ng geopolitikal na dibisyon ng kapitolyo, rehyonal, nasyonal, probinsyal, distrito, lungsod, munisipyo at baranggay. Ang geopolitikal na landscape ay pagkakahati-hati batay sa mga impluwensyal at makapangyarihang pamilya. Sa eleksyon, kitang-kita ang ganitong kayariang pambansa at lokal. Ang political dynasty ang makinarya ng elektoral na kultura natin. Pinapatakbo nito ang pagbagsak ng ating bansa, at pagtaas ng kani-kanilang pangalan, posisyong politikal, panlipunan at kultural. Sila-sila lang ang namamayani. Nawawala tayo ang taong-bayan, taumbayan. Ang sila-silang pananaw ang humahati sa ating lahat. Hindi tayo nakikisangkot. Kailangang buwagin ang pamilyang Pinoy – hindi ang literal na pamilya – kundi ang mitikal, metaporikal, ideolohikal na pamilyang Pinoy. Hindi ko sinasabing sirain na ninyo ang relasyon sa inyong mga kapamilya at kamag-anak at maghiwa-hiwalay tayong lahat pag-uwi natin sa ating mga bahay. Palitan natin ito ng kabansaan, gawin natin itong pamantayan. Kung gagawin ko ba ito, makakabuti ba ito sa bansa? Alam kong mahirap gawin ito, ngunit ang rebolusyong ito sa konsepto at ideolohiya ng pamilyang Filipino ay nangangailangan ng mahabang panahon. Kailangang pagdiskursuhan na ito at gawin na ang pagbabago.  

 

Naalala ko ang naging reaksyon ko sa isang panayam sa Pamantasang De La Salle – Maynila hinggil sa paksa ng child labor. Nasabi ko na maski sa ating mga bahay baka ganito ang sitwasyon, ang ating mga kasambahay, yaya at katulong ay under-age, minors pa ika nga. Maraming mga bata ang banat na ang buto, gutom, uhaw at hirap na hirap na sa buhay. Masuwerte ako at pinalaki ako ng maayos ng aking magulang. Masuwerte tayo at maayos ang ating mga kapamilya. Ngayon may anak na kami ni Beth, si Karl Angelo. Masuwerte siya at pinaplano namin ang kinabukasan niya. Subalit alam kong magiging malungkot lamang si Karl kung ganito. Magiging malungkot  ang hinaharap ng ating mga anak kung sa ating bakuran lamang tayo nag-iisip, kung sa kapamilya, kung sa anak ko lamang, kung para sa loob lamang ng pamilya natin.

 

Kailangang isipin din natin ang ibang bata, ibang kapwa. Kailangang isipin din natin ang kinabukasan ng ibang batang salat sa lahat. Kailangang buuin natin ang bahay nila sa hinaharap, ito ang bansa. Kailangang maging makatao at makaFilipino rin sila sa isa’t isa. Sabi ko kanina, lahat tayo’y may binhi ng bansa sa ating kalooban. Hindi kayo ang dapat magpalago niyan, hindi ang mga sarili ninyo. Kailangang patubuin, palaguin ang iba. Ito ang esensiya ng pagiging makaFilipino – ang maging Filipino para sa iba.

 

Dalawa ang kahulugan ng makaFilipino: ang proseso ng pagiging Filipino – becoming, at ang pagiging Filipino – being. Ito ang pamana ng kanluraning pilosopiya, ang dualismo ng being at becoming. Subalit ang ikatlong implikasyon ay “para sa Filipino”, ang pagiging makaFilipino ay para sa kapwa Filipino.

 

Kung ikokonteksto ko ito sa programang Philippine Studies, kailangang magkaroon tayo ng graduate fellowship program sa sariling bansa. Hind kailangang lumabas lagi ng bansa para maghanap ng research grant at fellowship program. Kailangang matuto tayo sa isa’t isa. Ang mga taga-MSU,  mga propesor at mga estudyante nila, at sa ibang kolehiyo’t unibersidad ay maaaring mag-fellowship/research program sa UP, De La Salle at Ateneo, at iba pa. Sa buong kapuluan. Marami tayong matutuhan sa isa’t isa. Huwag nating gawing ang Philippine Studies ay Manila Studies o Luzon Studies lamang. Saka tayo dumugtong sa Southeast Asian Studies at sa ibang lunsaran ng pag-aaral. Siyempre pa, patutubuin ng akademya ang butil ng pagkabansa at pagkaFilipino. Ito ang sama-samang hamon natin ngayon at sa mga darating pang mga araw. Maraming salamat po!

 

(valedictory address na binasa para sa mga magsisipagtapos ng PhD Philippine Studies sa Asian Center, UP-Diliman, Abril 2007)

ni rhod v. nuncio

 

Inabot ako ng walong taon dahil ito ang tagal ng aking pagbabasa sa 100 aklat na sinimulan ko noong ako’y nasa Kolehiyo ng San Beda, at pinakamarami noong magsimula nang mag-MA hanggang PhD. Siyempre hindi lang 100 ang mga aklat na nabasa ko, marami pang iba na koleksyon namin sa aming makeshift library.  

     Unang pamantayan sa pagpili ang tindi ng dating ng aklat sa aking sarili – nabago ang aking pananaw, paniniwala, kaalaman. Nagpaiyak, nagpatawa, nakapagpagising ang mga ito ng aking sensibilidad at nakapagturo ng maraming bagay tungkol sa ating bayan, sa kapwa, sa aking profesyon ngayon at sa mga gagawin pa. In short, transformative learning ito.

     Ikalawa, ang presentasyon ng aklat, estilo sa pagsulat at gamit ng wika – nakakaakit basahin, sensitibo at malay sa pangangailangan ng mambabasa, simple ngunit malaman ang nilalaman ng mga pangungusap, talata, imahe, atbp. 

     Ikatlo, ang mga akdang lumabas simula sa panahong nalalagas na ang Martial Law. Kung kaya’t 3 dekada ang ibig sabihin ko ng “kontemporaryo”. Ito na kasi ang naabutan ko at nasaksihan kung paano ang ilan sa mga akda naging impluwensiyal sa panahong ito. 

Ok, ok ito na ang ranking:

  1. Erick Slumbook ni Fanny A. Garcia
  2. Writing the Nation/Pag-Akda ng Bansa ni Bienvenido Lumbera
  3. Bukod na Bukod ni Isagani R. Cruz
  4. The Pretenders ni F. Sionil Jose
  5. Sikolohiyang Pilipino: Teorya, Metodo at Gamit inedit ni Rogelia Pe Pua
  6. Dekada ’70 ni Lualhati Bautista
  7. Pantayong Pananaw: Ugat at Kabuluhan sa patnugot nina Atoy Navarro, Mary Jane Rodriguez, Vicente Villan
  8. Larangan ni Prospero Covar
  9. A Scrapbook about Edsa 2: People Power uli! ng Philippine Center for Investigative Journalism
  10. Tao Po! Tuloy!: Isang Landas Ng Pag-Unawa Sa Loob Ng Tao ni Albert E. Alejo
  11. Sa mga Kuko ng Liwanag ni Edgardo M. Reyes
  12. Kung Di Man ni Ruth Elynia S. Mabanglo
  13. Twisted ni Jessica Zafra
  14. ABNKKBSNPLAko?! Mga kuwentong chalk ni bob ong
  15. House of Memory ni Resil B. Mojares
  16. Nation, Self and Citizenship: An invitation to Philippine Sociology ni Randy David
  17. Pasyon and Revolution ni Reynaldo Ileto
  18. Reinventing the Filipino Sense of Being & Becoming ni Arnold Molina Azurin
  19. Barriotic Punk ni Mes De Guzman
  20. Bones of Contention ni Ambeth R. Ocampo

Abangan din ang mga ito:

   ·  100 OPM na dapat ninyong pakinggan bago kayo mabingi!

   ·  100 Pelikulang Filipino na dapat ninyong panoorin bago malaos ang DVD!

   ·  100 tesis at disertasyon na hindi pa naililimbag na kailangang maging aklat bago pa mahuli ang lahat!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  1. 40 stories of passion ni Bo Sanchez
  2. 8 secrets of the truly rich : how you can create material wealth and gain spiritual abundance at the same time ni Bo Sanchez
  3. A Scrapbook about Edsa 2: People Power uli! ng Philippine Center for Investigative Journalism
  4. A study of Philippine games ni Mellie Leandicho Lopez
  5. ABNKKBSNPLAko?! Mga kuwentong chalk ni bob ong
  6. Alamat ng Ampalaya ni Augie Rivera
  7. Ang Ambisyosong istetoskop ni Luis P. Gatmaitan
  8. Ang Bayan sa Labas ng Maynila ni Rosario Cruz-Lucero
  9. Ang mga Kuwento ni Lola Basyang ni Severino Reyes muling isinalaysay ni Christine S. Bellen
  10. Ang Mundong Ito ay Lupa ni Edgardo M. Reyes
  11. Ang Sandali ng mga Mata ni Alvin Yapan
  12. Ang Unang Baboy sa Langit ni Rene Villanueva
  13. Anting-Anting ; o, Kung bakit nagtatago sa loob ng bato si Bathala ni Nenita D. Pambid
  14. Anyaya ng Imperyalista ni Ruth Elynia Mabanglo
  15. Bagets : an anthology of Filipino young adult fiction inedit nina Carla M. Pacis, Eugene Y. Evasco
  16. Barriotic Punk ni Mes De Guzman
  17. Bata…Bata Paano ka Ginawa? ni Lualhati Bautista
  18. Bedtime Stories: Mga Dula sa Relasyong Sexual ni Rene O. Villanueva
  19. Believe and Betray ni Cirilo Bautista
  20. Between the Homeland and the Diaspora ni S. Lily Mendoza
  21. Bones of Contention ni Ambeth R. Ocampo
  22. Bonifacio’s Bolo ni Ambeth R. Ocampo
  23. Buhay Pinoy ni Fanny A. Garcia
  24. Bukod na Bukod ni Isagani R. Cruz
  25. Cogito Ergo Sum and other musing on Science inedit ni Queena N. Lee-Chua
  26. Comfort food inedit ni Erlinda Enriquez Panlilio
  27. Creative Nonfiction: A reader inedit ni Cristina Pantajo Hidalgo
  28. Culture and History ni Nick Joaquin
  29. Dekada ’70 ni Lualhati Bautista
  30. Edifice Complex: Power, Myth and Marcos State Architecture ni Gerard Lico
  31. Erick Slumbook ni Fanny A. Garcia
  32. Eros Pinoy: An Anthology of Contemporary Erotica in Philippine Art and Poetry inedit nina Virgilio Aviado, Ben Cabrera and Alfred A. Yuson
  33. Etsa Puwera ni Jun Cruz Reyes
  34. Filipiniana Reader inedit ni Priscelina Patajo Legasto
  35. From Colonial to Liberation Psychology ni Virgilio Enriquez
  36. Gender-Sensitive and Feminist Methodologies inedit ni Sylvia Guerrero
  37. Himagsik : pakikibaka tungo sa mapagpalayang kultura ni E. San Juan, Jr.
  38. History and form : selected essays ni E. San Juan, Jr.
  39. House of Memory ni Resil B. Mojares
  40. Image to Meaning ni Alice G. Guillermo
  41. Iskrapbuk ni Allan N. Derain
  42. Krisis at Rebolusyong Pilipino ni Jose Ma. Sison
  43. Kung Di Man ni Ruth Elynia S. Mabanglo
  44. Ladlad nina J. Neil Garcia at Danton Remoto
  45. Lahi ni Adan : kuba at iba pang kuwento ni Nonon Villaluz Carandang
  46. Larangan ni Prospero Covar
  47. Laro sa Baga ni Edgardo M. Reyes
  48. Liktao at Epiko ni Zeus Salazar
  49. Makinilyang altar ni Luna Sicat-Cleto
  50. Mass ni F. Sionil Jose
  51. Mga Biyahe, Mga Estasyon ni Rio Alma
  52. Mga Talinghaga sa Laylayan ni Elizabeth Morales-Nuncio
  53. Nation, Self and Citizenship: An invitation to Philippine Sociology ni Randy David
  54. Pagbasa ng Panitikan at Kulturang Popular ni Soledad S. Reyes
  55. Pahiwatig ni Melba Padilla Magay
  56. Palabas : essays on Philippine theater history ni Doreen G. Fernandez
  57. Pantayong Pananaw: Ugat at Kabuluhan nina Atoy Navarro, Mary Jane Rodriguez, Vicente Villan (mga patnugot)
  58. Pasyon and Revolution ni Reynaldo Ileto
  59. Pera mo, palaguin mo! ni Francisco Colayco
  60. Philippine Folk Literature: Folktales ni Damiana Eugenio
  61. Philippine Folk Literature: The Myths ni Damiana Eugenio
  62. Philippine Ghost Stories ng PSICOM
  63. Poetika/Politika ni Bienvenido Lumbera
  64. Pugad Baboy ni Pol Medina Jr.
  65. Quiapo: Heart of Manila inedit ni Fernando Nakpil Zialcita
  66. Reinventing the Filipino Sense of Being & Becoming ni Arnold Molina Azurin
  67. Revaluation 1997 ni Bienvenido Lumbera
  68. Richard Gomez at ang Mito ng Pagkalalake, Sharon Cuneta at ang Perpetwal na Birhen at iba pang sanaysay ukol sa Bida sa Pelikula bilang Kultural na Texto ni Rolando B. Tolentino
  69. Rizal without the Overcoat ni Ambeth R. Ocampo
  70. Sa Loob at Labas ng Mall Kong Sawi, Kaliluha’y Siyang Nangyayaring Hari ni Rolando Tolentino
  71. Sa mga Kuko ng Liwanag ni Edgardo M. Reyes
  72. Sa ngalan ng ina : sandaang taon ng tulang feminista sa Pilipinas, 1889-1989 / Lilia Quindoza Santiago
  73. Sa Sariling Bayan: Apat na Dulang may Musika ni Bienvenido Lumbera
  74. Salamanca ni Dean Francis Alfar
  75. Sandaang Damit ni Fanny A. Garcia
  76. Sarilaysay: Tinig ng 20 Babae sa Sariling Danas Bilang Manunulat ni Rose Torres-Yu
  77. Sikolohiyang Pilipino: Teorya, Metodo at Gamit inedit ni Rogelia Pe Pua
  78. Sins ni F. Sionil Jose
  79. Sipat Kultura: Tungo sa Mapagpalayang Pagbabasa, Pag-aaral at Pagtuturo ng Panitikan ni Rolando Tolentino
  80. Smaller and Smaller Circles ni F.H. Batacan
  81. Space and identity : expressions in the culture, arts and society of the Muslims in the Philippines ni Abraham P. Sakili
  82. Stainless Longganisa ni bob ong
  83. Tao Po! Tuloy!: Isang Landas Ng Pag-Unawa Sa Loob Ng Tao ni Albert E. Alejo
  84. The Best of Alipin ni Jess Abrera
  85. The Governor-General’s Kitchen, Philippine Culinary Vignettes and Period Recipes 1521-1935 ni Felice Prudente Sta. Maria
  86. The I Stories inedit at tinipon ni Augusto V. De Viana
  87. The Knowing is in the Writing ni Jose Y. Dalisay Jr.
  88. The Nymph of MTV ni Angelo Suarez
  89. The Pretenders ni F. Sionil Jose
  90. The Rene O. Villanueva Children’s Reader ni Rene Villanueva
  91. Three Centuries of Binondo Architecture 1594-1898 ni Lorelei D.C. De Viana
  92. Tikim : essay on Philippine food and culture ni Doreen Fernandez
  93. Tinig at Kapangyarihan: Mga Kuwentong Buhay ng Kababaihang Manggagawa sa Bahay ni Rosalinda Pineda Ofreneo
  94. Tounges on Fire ni Conrado de Quiros
  95. Trip to Quiapo ni Ricky Lee
  96. Twisted ni Jessica Zafra
  97. Txt-ing Selves: Cellphones and Philippine Modernity nina Raul Pertierra, Eduardo Ugarte, Alicia Pingol, Joel Hernandez at Nikos Lexis Dacanay
  98. Utos ng Hari at iba pang kuwento ni Jun Cruz Reyes
  99. Working Women of Manila in the 19th Century ni Ma. Luisa Camagay
  100. Writing the Nation/Pag-Akda ng Bansa ni Bienvenido Lumbera

(mahigit walong taong pinagpilian ni rhod v. nuncio)